14

I'm still 14
Needing to be held
Up and supported
Needing to be told you're proud of me
Waiting with endless patience
For you to say it
Knowing all the nights waking
Up choking on my tongue and tears
Will be worth it if you say it
I'm still looking for a role model
That wants to see me grow
Not because I'm blood
But because they believe
And I can't remember the last time I felt complete
I know it was in April. But I can't
Remember how it felt
I'm still time traveling
Emotionally hoping to find an answer
To the questions I still haven't learned to ask

- October 30, 2015, 12:32 AM